BE COLD AGAIN

 God, please fulfill my wish to be cold once again

I can't feel the warmth although the suns shine

They spread their light but I still feel the pain

They give me love, but still, I'm not fine

I know they give me love because they must to

Lie to their own self, lie to the whole world too

Being nice to me just to pursue

For something I don't have any clue

 The shine is so bright that hurts me a lot

The shine is so warm, but I die in cold

The shine looks so kind, somehow, I will deport

But I'm a silly guy who can't be told

I still jump in, hurt, and forgive in short

I'm sore. I'm suffered. I'm hold 

What a pain!

I want to be cold again